So why do this?
First, let me say that I am a fan of some blogs that I read and keep up with when I have the time. So I you could say reading those in a way encouraged me to write my own. But what really motivated me was just sitting here feeling this anxious nervousness that I cant release. I needed an outlet and a way to release it.
What will I be writing about?
Any and everything. I love sports, movies, tv, celebrity gossip and all that good stuff.
Let me also say that although I dont think it defines me or who I am in any way, I am gay. So that will probably dictate what I talk about as well. Not because it's all I have to talk about but mostly because this may be one of the only places I have to talk about it. I am out but only to a few close friends. It's not something I usually talk about that openly and have had some really bad experiences. Some I will probably talk about later. One thing, I grew up here in the south and was raised southern Baptist and went to a Christian school my entire life growing up so obviously being gay is not the best way to fit in within a community as strict as that.
Of course, I really do love sports, especially college football but with that I also love the hot athletes. (Like some of the pictures I have posted). I love celeb gossip so Im sure Ill talk about that. I love certain tv shows like Lost, Survivor, Grey's Anatomy, Brothers and Sisters etc. and to this say two of my favorite shows were Friends and Sex and the City. Of course I always have a special place for Felicity, Dawsons Creek, Jack and Jill (if anyone remembers that show haha) and I used to LOVE Party of Five!
I'll continue to talk about hot guys and some of my experiences and sexual fantasies. Sometimes fantasies is all I have because as I said Im not really out so havent done all that much. I have kissed 1 guy, sucked a cock or 2 and jerked off with some dudes and given hand jobs. Like I said nothin. I do however have a dildo and I enjoy getting fucked very much. Im a total bottom. I love being dominated. I have had quite a lot of sex with chicks and I always enjoyed being dominated and ass play. I will probably bitch about law school and how much it sucks but not too much cause I know thats boring...not that this is necessarily thrilling haha.
Another thing, I am a total guy's guy. Everyone thinks I am straight even when I tell people. I am not a queen or your stereotypical gay guy. I love sports and drinking beer and playing darts with the guys. That is why I respect and admire guy's like the blogger on A Gay Athlete's Life. He is a man's man, an athlete. Seems like a very cool guy chill down to earth very much like a guy I would hang out with. And he just happens to be gay. We are not all screaming queens with makeup purses and limp wrists. No offense intended if that is you or someone you know, I just dont like people thinking just because you are gay, that everyone is like that. It's not fair. I actually dont have any gay friends at all. Which sometimes makes me feel very alone but it's hard to find good people and good friends. Sometimes I wish I did have a gay friend, someone I could ask questions to. Im new to "the scene" and I have no real connection to the gay community.
Wow, I dont know where all that came from...I didnt think Id have anything to write about. haha. Well let me sum up with 2 things. First, the Longhorns got screwed. Fuck OU. Colt for Heisman.
Second, let me leave you with a quick fantasy of mine (I always fantasize about someone I know or someone in my life in some way, not celebs or anything)
Theres this guy at school. Seems straight...of course. I always fall for straight guys! but thats just what I am attracted to. I digress...Ill do that a lot so I apologize in advance haha.
He is very fratty type. Blue eyes brown hair about 6'1. Very good looking. Nice body, lightly hiry chest, which I love. Walks with a certain swagger like he owns the place and probably because he has a huge cock.
We are in the library, lock eyes, I make eyes that say I want your cock in my mouth. We go to the back of the stacks where no one is and we start making out. Deep passionate kisses. Then he takes off his shirt and I feel and kiss his hot hairy chest and play with his nipples. Then he forces me down to his cock, pulls it out and tells me to suck his cock. I go to town on it and he continues to talk dirty to me and encourage me as I pull and massage on his balls while swallowing his cock. I continue as I hear him starting to get closer to cumming. Then he cums all over my face and I love every minute of it.
...These are just a few thoughts I have while at school in the library "studying" when my mind needs a break and I see a hot guy like him walk by.
I hope this has been somewhat entertaining and I hope you got a snippet of insight into my life. Thanks for reading! Please send comments questions any feedback. Id love to hear from all of you. Until next time... Au revoir
